okay this time its all for my fans thats it
my update is for you guys
well i love you all like crazy man
its seriously great to hear of so many people love me even they dont even know me that well only facts and secrets on the internet only the whispers of rumors or something
no one really kknows the REAl peter like you think you do i mean you may think so but yea you dont not to sound mean
only my mom brother sister and dad really know me but i think i might give more aobut my self so you guys can have more to know i think its so awesome that all you want to know so much and want so much to do with me i mean im not the best guy to love or to count on I make the biggest mistakes i take chances i shouldnt i do things i regret when its all over i think not really any one would know wht one thing that still catches me today wht always helps the feeling of pani seek out from under my skin but its not good at all
i hope you all are reading this whole thing b/c i mean every word i speak
sometimes i fear that my life is at the end but guess who makes it all better for me and i take the chance of living and live on til my rightful end that i was given by My God.......My freaking loving beautiful fans that take their time out of their lives to come tell me how they feel about me and the rest of FOB i mean not only on xanga but on falloutboyrock.com
sometimes i think that i shouldnt have this luck that i do that i should be home sitting around like abum
o yea Patrick is sexi and still getting sexier i dont know how that could happen but it is happening
well i think i said wht i have in my mind
so ill update some time later | 
